As I look at the Law of Attraction and the fact that I create my reality I still struggle with some of it. Ok let’s be blunt, I admit that often I dislike that I choose all of this. And yet I know that I do.
Even the really messy, painful stuff. I know that at some level I agreed to do this or to be present when someone else created this. I agreed to support, participate, or fight it.
When I consider that I often say, “What was I thinking when I agreed to that?!”
Did I owe them some huge debt that I am repaying now?
Am I making amends for some terrible thing I did?
Am I doing this to help them learn something?
Oh my goodness what made me choose this?
Whatever possessed me to agree to some of the crap that has occurred in my life?
And then I remember that other people obviously agreed to be the good guys or bad guys for me too. I am grateful for that.
So I have to be grateful that I could do the same for them.
I guess we will all get through it someday, somehow, whether we like it or not!
They say if you can’t be a good example at least be a horrible warning.
In reality, I think, strange as it may seem, I get to be both!
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I invite you to be yourself. For a few tips, check out my blog Being You Is Not A Crime. Just click here.
